current favs mar 2016

|BEAUTY|
lovecraft lipstick-i love the color and it doesn't dry out my lips if i wear a balm under it. the packaging is also cute and it smells like vanilla.

strawberry/banana chapstick-i love using this because it smells and tastes nice. it's not a thick one, so it doesn't sheer out lipsticks.

wednesday eyeshadow-it's a matte gray but i use it to blend out black or wear it in my crease on less makeup days.

|NON BEAUTY|

the fellowship of the ring-i finished it around the end of last month/beginning this month. if you don't like talking books, this wouldn't be for you. i liked it though.

colby jack cheese-i have no idea but i've been having a cheese craving as of late.

tiny stuffed peeps-they are on my bag with my other critters and i love them. i tried getting them last year but they sold out and someone found them for me at my work. i tied a ribbon around them to secure them.

makeup haul 2016

things were on sale, i wanted to try stuff, that's how these things happen.........
i can only control myself to a certain point :D there's some order to this, it did happen over a few weeks, so some products that are missing are most likely in the favorites

makeup at my work was clearance and i have a discount, and i have rewards there

 physicians formula eyeliner trio
~there are long wearing and last almost my whole day~

organic cc mascara
~i have no idea how a mascara can be cc, but it looks interesting to try~

sharpener
~incase mine gets cruddy ~

 saraghina, crest cabernet, d-vinely chilled
~i like vampy colors for cold months and it is a nice formula~

 covergirl emerald blaze and teal on fire 
~i don't need them but they're pretty, emerald is on my toes~

wet n wild glowstick and walk of fame
~they're pretty~

chapstick and wet n wild spring 2016 polishes
~the chapstick is nice and i like the flavors, i have the lavender on my nails and it's holding up~

ulta *i had a bonus for 5x points on purchases for being a member for 2 years*

 garnier micellar water
~needed a back up since i'm half way through my other one~

physicians formula booster liner
~i didn't wear heavy liner for 2 weeks but i'm back into it~

nyx lingerie corset
~i like this color and how cool tone it is. i want to try embellishment (was out of stock) and bedtime flirt~

nyx concealer porcelain
~my elf one didn't brighten like this one, i knew it was too dark. the nyx one is nice, i'm getting used to using a thicker concealer~

revlon colorstay foundation ivory
~i love this foundation because it matches me exactly and i like how it's a pump and it has spf in it~

 shea moisture mask
~i want to use this because i want to lighten my hair and my hair is dry right now because of winter~

tony moly hamster eye patches
~this is more for how this looks exactly like hamtaro~

garnier leave on peel
~my skin texture hasn't been the greatest~

 freeman mint and lemon, apple cider vinegar 4in1 clay
~the mint/lemon should help my pores and the clay should help with oil and breakouts~

 concrete minerals

black magic collection
~they are witch themed, had to have~

wednesday
~i wanted a matte gray for my less makeup days, most companies have a shimmer gray. plus it's like wednesday is channeling some addams family vibes to me~

 walmart

hard candy green primer
~this is my go to primer for covering my redness and making my makeup last longer~

velvet plum perfume
~i don't have a plum one but it smells nice~

sephora

mufe blue primer
~i like how this makes me look paler. i still have to use another primer to help my makeup stay and cover my redness, but this i put over that one~

kat von d lovecraft and piaf
~i did spend $40 on lipstick and regret nothing. i love both colors and they stay on almost all day~

mask maven march 2016

so another month of masks. i haven't used mine that often because work/school, but it's spring break so skin care i can get down with. i don't remember any of the spoilers, so i have no idea what's in it. this months theme is good energy garden.

pure source lotus mask-brighten and moisture
i like the package on this and i haven't used a lotus mask before

dermal charcoal collagen mask-deep clean, firm and nourish
i do like charcoal mask for cleaning my pores

botanic farm ginseng mask-nutrition, reduce wrinkles
i thought this was a banana before i read ginseng. i think i've used a ginseng mask and liked it

botanic farm tea tree mask-calm and clean
i like these for my monthly skin freak outs. tea tree does make your skin feel clean

prelab skin anti-wrinkle mask-regenerates
is there a sheet mask in here or a clay mask? i think it's a sheet mask. i like the packaging, but it's confusing

prelab skin aqua mask-hydrates
again still confused. the package looks like a drip bag, which is nifty

mizon vital up nourishing mask-moisturize, anti-aging
i like avocado masks because the do add moisture to my skin

my beauty diary rose mask-soothe and hydrate
i don't like rose smell, but it's a hydrate mask so i'll use it. i like the print

face shop cherry cherry lip patch-nourish and hydrate
is this cranberry or cherry? i like both, so i'll find out soon enough. i did a lip patch a few weeks ago and liked it.

i dd liek this months bag and i have some new masks to try. spring break can be used for detoxing and cleaning my skin.

Mini rant

So as known, I do live a "dark" lifestyle and it's not a secret. Im not ashamed or scared to answer questions. But damn it, just because of that I am human too. I deserve respect like everyone else.

1. I do wear black 90% of the time at work and have been there over a year. Yet I still somehow get questions of why do you wear black? Or haha you have to wear color for work. Really?

2. Just because I have piercings doesn't mean I have everything pierced. People go oh I see you have your ears done. Do you have anything else pierced? and glance down. No you dirty pervert, I dont have my lady parts pierced. Even if I did, why the hell do.you want to know.

3. Im getting stared at by security at my job and being watched. I have coworkers that tell me oh he likes you. No no. Its only when I have full makeup on and my creepy style that he watches from a far. If I go in with no makeup, its a pleasant day. My drag makeup and bone jewelry should have nothing to do with you giving me an attitude pal.

4. Im tired of getting hit on by creepy old men. Dont flirt with me or call me baby. Dont stare at my fishnets and touch them. Thats harassment asscake.

Those are for now. And because im thinking of pizza. Most of my coworkers embrace my weird and dont get weird about it. Im mostly loved at my work and people like that im nice and sweet. But damn you creepers.